My pomeranian and I just went for our first bike ride together, it went realy well. It was nice because it was way quicker than walking a mile & he was actually tired when we got home. He tripped once but we were going slow enough that I wass able to literally walk off my bike so he didn’t get dragged
I’m becoming so frustrated with myself lately. Why can I not be an adult?
Why do I become emotionally, mentally & physically drained with even the smallest tasks?
Why can’t I work like every other adult & not have constant break downs?
Why can’t I seem to get my life together?
I’m so sick of not being able to take core of myself, I want to be able to work & function like an adult. I have a court hearing coming up for disability & while I’m semi excited at the thought of maybe being able to contribute to my own life financially; I find myself becoming more & more frustrated that I even had to go down this road to begin with.
Being a BPD housewife, I have found myself focusing on organization for the last couple months. I feel like the house is cluttered & that contributes to why it’s always a mess (that and the fact that when I’m in my down moods I can’t keep up on cleaning). So, I just finished organizing my dresser & hope to really get a hang on the situation this week. Maybe it’ll lift me out of the killer crap mood I’ve been in for 3 weeks.
I’ve been super lazy lately…. but I got off my butt to clean. Now I just have to catch up on my video gaming, jewelry making, reading, socializing, and blogging.